EATING DISORDER

Lately I have this feeling of getting eating disorder.

Its not that I'm anorexia or bulimia but I kept on getting full although I'm not eating any food for the whole day.

I don't feel starving at all and that's worrying me.

I'm not sure of weight lost but I'm pretty sure that I still have the same figure as last time

but with less chubbiness...

I wish I can eat as much as I could like last time 

but I have no appetite at all.

I have no desire of eating and it kills me watching my friends engulf their foods happily.

I really miss the time when I don't really care about anything else as long as I'm eating.

I miss the time where me and Marcy  declared that eating = to happiness...

there's no more food glorious food for me...

God, for goodness sake, I'm not dieting at all..

huhu...