TEARS

sometimes I wish I can cry... But seems like my tears have dry.. Left me nothing but feeling less... I feel empty, hollow... listening to PIANO FOR SOUL really brings me back to those memories that I almost forget. Those memories... are all lies... TO know that all of them are lies really breaks my heart. Pretending is what I'm doing right now. Pretending like I'm fine. Pretend to be a good girl. Damn... I'm not a good girl anymore. Though I might look innocent, but deep down, I've done too many sins that I don't think so that Father in heaven might forgive me... God, why don't you just take me from here? rather than torturing me to look at something that doesn't belong to me?? or being a replacement for something that isn't me?