BLABBER = . =

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wondering, what am I doing here in IPG, train to becoming a teacher, yet I have no ability to teach others. I can't even explain simple things that not need much thinking or brain wrecking. I can't do presentation alone without side notes. I can't speak spontaneously in front of the class. I have no confidence in teaching others. What am I doing here?

What were those interviewers saw in me during the interview? Credibility? hahaha... jauh panggang dari api. I am frustrated. How will I teach my students one day? I pity them in advance... huhu... 

Dear bear... I'm sorry... I am not as expected...  ;'(

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